Saturday, March 25, 2006
its sat again, how fast. im dying soon as each day goes. yar .. the previous entry was a shitified one, ignore it, cant be bothered much lah. cant wait for thurs the second season of LOST waited for it since last year lah ! haahs no scv mah. sighs .. homeworks and tests just kept multiplying and the exams are nearing .. have to buck up man ! OK GRACE CAN MAKE IT, I KNOW I CAN !!
pride kills & hurts ; a lie it is -
thankyouforthepast.
4:07 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
this is not to make things worse, i seriously do not want to make things hurt any further.
i know that there is a huge misunderstanding causing unhappiness between all of us but the way on how we are trying to settle it is going no where. we have been friends, classmates and bandmates for 4 yrs plus already, i do not want our anger to turn out to hatred. i do not wish to probe about the key of the problem and the cause of it, i just want it settled and remained as we were like before, good friends, classmates and bandmates. we are willing to forgive and forget. being pissed with each other and all are only bringing us to danger, we got even more angry and the matter was also not solve too right. well plan was merely a plan and not all the time that the way we wanted things to happen would happened. just for like now as it is and one thing that we are definite of is that we admit that we have changed. ok so i think we shouldnt waste our energies getting frustrated, angry, upset and all because there is just no point feeling all like that. we'll just talk it out face to face, thats it.
i know that there is a huge misunderstanding causing unhappiness between all of us but the way on how we are trying to settle it is going no where. we have been friends, classmates and bandmates for 4 yrs plus already, i do not want our anger to turn out to hatred. i do not wish to probe about the key of the problem and the cause of it, i just want it settled and remained as we were like before, good friends, classmates and bandmates. we are willing to forgive and forget. being pissed with each other and all are only bringing us to danger, we got even more angry and the matter was also not solve too right. well plan was merely a plan and not all the time that the way we wanted things to happen would happened. just for like now as it is and one thing that we are definite of is that we admit that we have changed. ok so i think we shouldnt waste our energies getting frustrated, angry, upset and all because there is just no point feeling all like that. we'll just talk it out face to face, thats it.
im truly sorry for anything that may have hurt you in any ways.
life is full of ups and downs, there is no obstacles that we cant overcome, but we can overcome it if we have the right spirit, attitude and are also united as one.
im sure we are able to remain as we were like before as God is always there to lead the way and guide us. THANKS BE TO GOD !
im sure we are able to remain as we were like before as God is always there to lead the way and guide us. THANKS BE TO GOD !
2:14 PM
Friday, March 17, 2006
yey i went out today. yes with geok ling, husna and myself. a little weird right ? who cares just for the sake of watching movie and going out of the house. yea caught dorm. well it wasnt really that scary, except for some really shocking part that shocked us ! but i must say that it was a touching movie about family and friend relationship. we went to marina's cinema and its my first time catching the first movie of the day and guess what theres only about 14 ppl in the theatre, cool huh ? after movie wanted to go sentosa but changed of plan so we headed to cineleisure and know what, gl leaded us to the wrong train !! it was sooo embarrassing lah. -.-" yep i wanted to catch another movie [ my girl & i ] but the next show is at 7.55pm !! heartbreaking man. so walked around and have thoughts about going cycling [ wearing jeans ? just see how random we are man ] but we erased the thought about it and decided to shop at town. hahas and i had bought a piglet keychain which is so cute. haahs. yep so we went from cine to heeren and from heeren to cine again and lastly back to heeren. woah thats like so fun and all thanks to the naggy and troublesome ngl !!
ok thats the end of the not so important part. the most important is here !! yea im considering whether to buy a $10 watch from citylink. the price sounds alright but im worried about the quality. theres this orange and white addidas bag which i have a liking for it but unfortunetly the price is $109.90!! =`(
gosh my heart broke again.
something to confess : i spent loads today and im in need for money !! xP
- THE END -
a lie for the sake of my pride ;
11:15 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
irresistably cuties !! =)
11:02 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
cant wait to go to gwen wong's house tmr and im also cutting my hair like tmr, finally !
well been thinking and reflecting alot lately ..
changes made one different.
attitude and behaviour changed, for worse or for the better.
the innocent us were once so close that the world we had were filled with rainbows of colour, fun and laughter.
but now the so called mature us had brought us all cold and distant, our world were in black and white, with no smiles but only pure cruelty.
we live in the present but the past is stopping me.
the constant memory of the past is a torment to me.
i dont know what to do.
the change in me is a torment to everybody around me.
im just not the old me.
i hate the change in me !
to all, im truly sorry !
8:19 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
yea its been some time since i last blog. life had been really terrible ! my studies are horrendous and for the progress card case surprisingly mrs yip did not call my parents which she said she is going to call our parents. ahhhhh dont want to talk about studies lah !
YAR I WANT TO CUT MY HAIR, i cant wait to cut my hair !! =)
8:44 PM